Is Three A Crowd?

I love this picture. The sweet innocence of a child sleeping peacefully with a favorite blankie. It's a sight that can erase all those trying moments of the day. Make you forget about the looming terrible two's and the late night awakenings.
This picture also makes me a little sad. That's my baby. She looks so grown up in this picture. Everyday she is becoming more of a little person. Her vocabulary is growing (along with the attitude) and her personality is really shining through. She's my baby, yet before I know it she will be a big girl.
Lately I have been struggling with the whether or not we should have a third. People ask me all the time "so are you having another?". My initial straight from the top of my heart answer is "Yes!". But there have been a few more "maybe" thoughts creeping up. Thoughts of finances, plans to travel, going back to work and other details have me thinking on whether or not we have room for another. These things can be over come and of course there is always room for another child to love. My biggest fear is feeling alone. We don't have a strong close support system. We have done okay so far, but some days it can be hard, and lonely. Don't get me wrong, I have some great friends and family, but they have their own lives and my family lives just far enough away to be close but still too far.
When I see Daisy growing so fast I make myself stop and really take in those sweet baby moments, just in case those are the last.
So for now, I'm not sure if three is a crowd, ask me when we have had full nights sleep.

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