My last post was about finding out we were moving. Well, here we are. It's been almost 10 months and it has gone by so fast. I found that there really hasn't been much of an adjustment period. The girls settled in quickly and routine quickly took over. I have been blessed to have been able to continue my daycare business with some wonderful families and C has settled into his work. We have a great network of friends and finally feel like we have found a community. There is a lot of work left to be done on the house, but it is slowly coming a long. While we do not miss all the hustle and bustle of Regina, I am missing some of the conveniences. It seems most services here are open Monday - Friday 8-5, which makes it nearly impossible to get to appointments or do simple banking tasks. Doctors are impossible to get and the ER becomes our walk in clinic. Thankfully Regina is close.
As I was reading back on past musings I found this post about whether we should have a third child. Well, fate kind of took over the decision for us and we will be blessed with a bouncing baby boy sometime near the end of July. I am over the moon excited while at the same time a little scared. Anxiety has loomed over me this pregnancy. Anxiety about going through the baby stages again. Anxiety about finding the time and resources for three children. Anxiety about something going wrong, like we are pushing our luck. Anxiety about labor and getting to Regina. This pregnancy was harder than my last in the first trimester but I am feeling pretty good now. I am trying to enjoy every movement and all the moments because this will be our last.
