A Split Second ...

... in slow motion. That is what it felt like when my baby fell. It was fast enough that I couldn't do anything but I felt like I was watching it in slow motion. I can remember every thought and feeling that crossed my mind during that moment. Everything is okay, thank God. She is 100% perfectly okay. I'm not. I feel like the biggest loser ever. The worst mommy in the world. I can't even imagine how I would feel if something seriously wrong had happened to her. I can't stop checking on her as she sleeps peacefully, even though she spent 2 hours giggling, playing and being completely herself. I can't stop seeing her land and the feeling of of her slipping. I keep hearing my gasp. She's okay. I will be eventually be okay.